Last 2 weeks I have been absolutely busy with work. More OT. Late for work because I am so tired. Difficulty in waking up.

Right now, I am actually all alone in the office. Just me, myself, I and the radio (love songs and jazz) + ipod. Oh, I forgot. Plus beloved God. =) I switched off the lights and its just the dim lighting... Nice.

To a certain degree, I find much peace to do my work. Yet, I feel lonely and just lost in my thoughts.

He occupies a fair portion of me. I miss him but its never meant to be. I just find myself on the bench, looking over. Hoping to even find a friendship within, to rely and know he is there. To only find, its just the linger of memories accompanying me. Rest of it is just superficial. Maybe one day, I will find the courage to trust and move again. Maybe.

Back to work =(