I am hurting so much. To know and read those words.
Because you never wanted to cherish what was and is always in front of you.
Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 2:19 PM
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October 30, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 7:03 PM
James 1:2-4
Profiting from Trials
2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that
the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect
work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.
wow. This is what my parish leader prayed for me. Totally touch. Maybe all these while I was searching and after really breaking down on Tues, just pouring out all my questions to Him, at least this verse came as an encouragement. All these time, I questioned what is the difference between patience and being in denial. My heart somehow felt overwhelmed by these things at times. I do not have answers and I am just walking in total darkness and living on faith for what I feel for and that God has answered my prayer before. Maybe I now know that, I have been doing the right thing on this delicate matter. Maybe encouraged that no matter how sad and hard, I perserved on in that relationship and that was my unique gift. Tolerance.
So many thoughts in my mind now. But I need to go off for dinner with Jo and Keng. I shall return later tonight after organizing my thoughts and composure. :)
Have a great evening.
Profiting from Trials
2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that
the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect
work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing.
wow. This is what my parish leader prayed for me. Totally touch. Maybe all these while I was searching and after really breaking down on Tues, just pouring out all my questions to Him, at least this verse came as an encouragement. All these time, I questioned what is the difference between patience and being in denial. My heart somehow felt overwhelmed by these things at times. I do not have answers and I am just walking in total darkness and living on faith for what I feel for and that God has answered my prayer before. Maybe I now know that, I have been doing the right thing on this delicate matter. Maybe encouraged that no matter how sad and hard, I perserved on in that relationship and that was my unique gift. Tolerance.
So many thoughts in my mind now. But I need to go off for dinner with Jo and Keng. I shall return later tonight after organizing my thoughts and composure. :)
Have a great evening.
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 6:07 PM
"One person's pain ignites the other person's greatest fear or deepest shame." - Paula Rinehart